I had been on “SNL,” was kind of fine, didn’t experience that much abuse or anything like that. And truthfully, I went to him when “Shrill” came my way, and I was like, “I want to do this. I’ve been on “SNL” for eight years and I feel deep love for him now. I feel really of two minds about it. That is when I’m sometimes like, “Is this helping or hurting?” I don’t really know.

Source: Los Angeles Times January 24, 2020 15:00 UTC