Those thoughts of helplessness — I would hear a voice, I would actually hear it, saying, “Evetta, there’s nothing else for you to do.” I don’t know if it was depression, I don’t know what it was. When I look back on this time in my life, I’m going to remember how I came out of this. My heart is just not saying, “OK, you’re going to be OK.” I’m really, really kind of fearful. October: ‘If you need anybody to work, call me’ I worked at Michaels today, and now I don’t work till Friday. If they don’t call me to work, I don’t know how we’re going to do it.

Source: New York Times October 23, 2020 02:11 UTC