I didn't know whether if she did get even sicker it would be from her cancer, or from Covid. A Christchurch musician - using his real name - wrote with an attention-grabbing subject line: "F... your sister." Miroslav, (subject line "resign scumbag"), wanted me to "issue a public apology while you're at it you sick, deranged individual". Abuse and attacks on journalists are not new, and I'm far from the only one on the receiving end. But I'm telling you because I think the amount and intensity of abuse is an important insight into how ugly our civil discourse has become.