It took her decades to find her alleged abuser. It would take her 35 years to muster the courage to put into her own words what happened to her. “He put on gloves, lifted up the cover and told me to pull my shorts and underwear down. Then he walked away,” Barrow wrote in a letter to SickKids in 2015, describing the physician’s unorthodox approach to taking her “internal heat.”“Despite suffering horribly from food poisoning, something wasn’t right. I knew something dirty had just happened to me and I was too sick to talk,” the letter read.