“I didn’t want to be left behind or leave them behind,” the 43-year-old Dickason said, reported the New Zealand Herald. Forensic psychiatrist: Dickason felt ‘alienated’Forensic psychiatrist Dr Erik Monasterio interviewed Dickason on four separate occasions for a total of nine hours. On Monday, Monasterio told the court Dickason often felt “rejected”, which at times escalated to anger. When Graham focused on the children, Dickason reported feeling “alienated” at times, as she apparently heavily relied on him for emotional support. Husband claims Dickason was often anxiousMonasterio also interviewed Graham Dickason.